Pessimistic

I have to say I'm giving up on this whole job thing. I have officially turned in 85 applications to IHC, 5 to Mountainstar and some to Ogden Clinic. My two interviews last week apparently didn't go as well as I hoped since I didn't receive either job. I hate the feeling that I will be stuck waiting on table until I get into medical school if I can even get into that. I'm so frustrated. I wish instead of basing things off of interviews they should base it off intelligence. Andy received a letter from a doctor's office and you should see how many typos and errors there are in a 3 paragraph letter, but I can't get a job. UGH! This SUCKS!!!!! :(

Still having a summer

I hate that I have to take summer classes, because it doesn't even feel like summer. I have tried to act like it though to keep me from going insane. Jenny and I took the kids to the gateway last week and I've been playing soccer for the last 6-7 weeks. Tomorrow we're taking Ollie swimming at the aquatic center since he LOVES the water. I'm excited to get a tan...LOL! I've also officially signed up to do the Dirty Dash race with my sister and her sister-in-laws in September. I'm actually really excited, but worried about my knee. It has been hurting a little worse in the last couple days. I've still been running though and it feels a little bit better afterward. My family and I are going up to Henderson's cabin this weekend. I'm pretty excited to see it. It has a sauna, movie theater, play room and all sorts of stuff. Thanks Hendersons for going out of town! :D

I still haven't heard back from any of the jobs I interviewed for last week. Makes me believe I didn't get the job. And on top of it my liquor license expired so I have to redo it in order to continue serving at my current job. Yuck!

This past week though Casie and I went and saw the play RENT. It was so good! We went to Happy Sumo before and had sushi which was pretty good.
Okay...I'm going to go and buy my own pedometer so I can keep track of my running. Until next time...

The Waiting Game....

This past week I have 2 jobs interviews both of them with Intermountain Healthcare (IHC). First one is working in an OB/GYN office doing clerical stuff and whatnot. The second job is working with people who have seizures and monitoring them. I felt GREAT about the first job interview, but the second one was just okay. I would love to have the first job because it pays more, is in Ogden/Layton/N. Ogden and works with school. I have been sick to my stomach for almost a week because I've waited 2 years to get a job with IHC. I would love to get out of the food industry and work towards something that will help my life and career. I'm not going to lie, I'm probably going to cry if I don't get the first job and with my luck I'll get the second one just because I don't really want to do it, but will do it because I want to work for IHC. It's so hard not to get my hopes up about it though. I should be happy I finally got an interview, which I am, but I REALLY REALLY want a job.

I also went to the doctor about my knee. They took more x-rays and did this test to test my ACL (which is torn slightly) and looked at my MRI again. This time I got to look at it which was awesome. You could see the slight tear I have and how much fluid is in it. Fluid is the major concern which is why I'm going back in 2 months for a followup. He said I could continue running and playing soccer unless my knee swells or feels worse. I DID sign up for the Dirty Dash race in Sept so I hope everything stays intact and swelling goes down....

Only time will tell eh?