How things have changed....

Since the beginning of summer 2009 I have felt like my life has turned upside down. I'm not sure what started it all or why. It has made me uncomfortable, upset at times, alone other times, unsure of myself and what I should do. I feel like I really didn't change and I can't think of anything I did to make anyone change their attitude towards me. All I can do is hope one day things will be happy, fabulous and satisfying....